YOuR BlOod Is mY WiNE

concreteangel69 @ 2006-08-14T17:19:00

2006-08-14T22:37:00Z

Life has been borin latly... well not really like just bein home all the time. I almost cant wait till school starts just cause it will b different. Aarons growin so fast, he can support his own head now and is noticing more things every day. My favorite time is durin the night when I feed him cause its just a time for him and I, its an amazing feeling wakeing up and seein him sleepin next to me.
Pats great with him, I couldn't think of any one else that i would want to b here with me... I think he might just last forever. I've been lookin so long for that! He loves me and aaron so much, he reminds me more than enough times. I can't wait to move in with him and wake up next to him every morning. People think that havin a kid young ruins your life, it just made mine better. That don't mean go out and have a kid... :)
The 25th Lizzy and I are drivin down to indiana to get the horses. My grandmas dyin to see aaron so I'm excited!!! We were just talkin today that we cant believe how fast lifes flew by, that we only have 2 more years of school left. Im already ready for it to b over though... 2 more years and i'm out of this place, carpentersville is almost all i've known my whole life and im ready for more!!
I cant wait till labor day weekend, pat and I r goin down to Gelena camping right off the mississippi river. Its beautiful down there! It will b aarons first time campin, not that he'll remember or ne thing, but we will... it will b fun!
Cant think of ne thing else... later peepz _Kyla

concreteangel69 @ 2006-07-30T18:15:00

2006-07-30T23:22:21Z

I'm oficiall a mom... how weird does that sound!! No its amazing, hes amazing. U could never imagine what it would feel like. U don't know love till ur first child! I've changed so much ever since all of this happend, maturity wise. Just wanted share that i'm no longer pregnant, wooo hoo, finally I have my body back and i finally get to hold him!!
Have a fun summer every one!!

concreteangel69 @ 2006-05-16T15:36:00

2006-05-16T21:42:42Z

prettyinpink927

Part 1: The Birth of You
Were you a planned baby? well, bet they didn't plan for me to turn out like this!
Were you the first? nope
Who was present at your birth? don't want to remember the day i popped out of my mom thanks
Were your parents married when you were born? nope, mom acually was married to another guy... he was in Germany!
What is your birthdate? March 6

Part 2: The Family
How would you describe your family? Partiers...Big partiers, we're all pretty close too
Are your parents married? Divorced? Seperated? Divorced
Siblings or an only child? brothers, brothers and more brothers
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? middle
What are your siblings names and ages? umm...Nick, 6... Patrick, 11... Steven, 13...David, 17... and Chad, 21
Which parent do you get along with best? dad most of the time... mom when I want to
What do you fight about? my mom and me... Every thing, we love "debating" but my dad... nothing I'm daddys little girl! he couldn't even yell at me when I told him I was PG!
Do you have step parents? yea, step mom Peggy and soon to be step dad Rob

Part 3: The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend? don't have any... cant trust ne of them
Who are your best friends? -----
What do you like to do when you are together? Wow, well I use to have fun... now I cant!
Do you share the same interests? same in interests, different beliefs!
Which friend can you tell anything to? Most of the time none, but if I really had to get something out then ron would be the person I would talk to

Part 4: Your Personality
How high/low is your self esteem? looks low...personality high
Are you and extrovert or and introvert? In the middle
Are you happy? couldn't be happier...
Do you live life to the fullest? I tried to live it too fully, and look what happend!

Part 5: Appearance
Are you comforable with the way you look? not any more
What would you change about your apperance if you could? my big belly!
Do you have any piercings besides your ears? yea
Describe your hair. sorta long... brownish red...
What make-up do you wear? sometimes, like when my boyfriend comes out to see me Ill wear coverup and mascara
How do you dress? jeans, tank tops, and zip up

Part 6: The Past
Were you a strange child? probably
What did you use to love that you no longer do? oldies, hanging out with family, and spin the bottle...
Do you have the same friends? nope, we all went our seperate ways
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing? yea

Part 7: The Future
What is your ambition? well I found love so check and i'm about to have a kid another check... i guess make lots of money and be a great mom,... and wife one day
Are you scared of growing old? if i'm still with him... no
Do you want to get married? definitely

Part 8: The Outdoors
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? outdoors
What is your favorite season. either fall or spring
Weather? warm, but not dieing hot
Do you like walking in the rain? love makeing love in the rain!!!

Part 9: Food
Are you a vegetarian? yea, ok
What is your favorite food? well, my pregnant craving has been peanut butter and jelly....mmmmmmmm
What food makes you want to gag? mushrooms!!!! bluk, fungus!
What is your favorite dessert? oreo dream bar!!!
What is your favorite restaurant? chilis or Biagis
Are you a fussy eater? not really

Part 10: Relationships and Love
Are you single or taken? taken forever
If taken who is the lucky guy? Pat
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world? Definitley
Do you believe in love at first sight? no... well maybe

Part 11: Experiences
What was one of your greatest experiences? Last summer vacation...woo woo party
What was one of your worst? telling mom and family i was pregnant
Have you ever done drugs? mmmhmmm
Have you ever thought you were going to die? nah
Have you ever suffered from depression? no, i don't let me get that deep myself

1. What is the color of your room? black with stars
2. How big is your bed? bunkbed...top twin, bottom full
3. Do you have personal pictures on the walls? 2 chicks makeing out...and the crow, now that ones personal!!!
4. Did your parents let you pick out the colors of your room? yea
5. Do you have magazine clippings taped to your walls? nope
6. How many windows are in your room? 2
7. Do you have a tv and dvd player? Yea
8. Do you have a CD player? Yea
9. Do you share your room with anyone else? Nope...well the dogs, my rats and mr tiki
10. Are you allowed to have food and drinks in your room? yea, who isnt?
11. Is your room where you spend most of your time? yea
12. What's your favorite thing about your room? Mr tiki!!! hes so kool
13. What's under your bed? pictures pictures and more boxes of pictures
15. Do you have a desk in your room? yea
16. Do you always do your homework on that desk? never...well evcept when its on the computer
17. Do you have a phone in your room? If so what kind? yes a house phone and when i'm in here my cell phone too!! :O
18. What color is your phone? gold and black
19. Do you have stuffed animals in your room? ha do I!!!!
20.What color is your carpet? grayish silvery color?
21. Do you have a mirror in your room? 2 body mirrors
22.What do you dislike about your room? too small

How many keys are on your keychain? 1 key...the rest key chains

What curse word do you use the most? fuckin A

Do you own an iPod? nope waste of money theyll be out of style in a few years!

Who on your MySpace "Top 8" do you talk to the most? dont really like myspace

What time is your alarm clock set for? don't have one

How many suitcases do you own? 1

Do you wear flip-flops even when it's cold outside? some times

Where do you buy your groceries from? aldi

Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? take

What was the last movie you watched? Went and seen Rv with my family

Do any of your friends have children? yea

If you won the lottery, what's the first thing you would buy? Both my baby's everything they wanted...after a house of course

Has anyone ever called you lazy? all the time

Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? nope

What CD is currently in your CD player? probably Do or Die

Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? chocolate if its already made

Has anyone told you a secret this week? possibly? nope

When was the last time someone hit on you? well, I live in c'ville... also known as beaner'ville... you take a guess!

What did you have for dinner? nothing yet

Do you wear hoodies often? every day

Can you whistle? yea

Have you ever participated in a protest? nope

Who was the last person to call you? Pat

What is your favorite ride at an amusement park? Rageing Bull

Do you think people talk about you behind your back? all the time, do I care... not one bit!

What area code are you in right now? 847...y do you ask?

Did you watch cartoons as a child? still do!!

How big is your local mall? pretty small

Are you shy around the opposite sex? no, nobody should b if you ask me

What is your biggest regret? don't really have ne

Have you ever had Jamba Juice? nope, don't sound too tastey

When was the last time you laughed so hard your sides hurt? last night on the phone with Pat

Do you own any band t-shirts? Misfits, Misfits, and more Misfits

When was your last plane ride? umm, i think 2 summers ago

How many chairs are at your dining room table? 3 and a half... the dog ate the other half

What is your favorite salad dressing? Ranch...somtimes Italian

Do you read for fun? if I like the ending of a book

Can you speak any languages other than English? German

Do you do your own dishes? no my dishwasher does

Have you ever cried in public? yea

Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop? desktop

Which do you make: wishes or plans? wishes...plans are waste of time they always change!

Are you always trying to learn new things? if theyre interesting things

Do you shower on a daily basis? 2 times a day most of the time

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? yea, tatoo of both babys names!!

Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date? nope, expecially cause I'm the one that asks them to go

Can you skip rocks? when i try really hard

Have you ever been to Jamaica? nope, personaly too hot

What to snack on at the movie theatres? snowcaps!!!

Who was your favorite teacher? mrs henderson...kindergarten...can you believe I still remember!

Have you ever dated someone out of your race? yea, didn't enjoy it too much

What is the weather like?
cool in shade... perfect in sun

Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos? coverd no, alot yes

Do you have an online journal? no, not me! that was a stupid question

What was your favorite class in high school? plastics

Do you enjoy traveling on airplanes? yea

What personality trait is a must-have in the opposite sex? sence of humer

Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive? everyone has their own taste

When was the last time you slept on the floor? last time i went camping

What is your favorite alcoholic drink? everclear and sprite with dash o' cherry juice!!! delicios

Does your closest Starbucks have a drive-thru? yea

Do you like your living arrangement? umm, not sure

What is your mother's hometown? Spokan washington st.

How many hours of sleep do you need to function? like 8...

Do you eat breakfast daily? yup

What was the last thing to scare you? i was walking through the woods at night and a racoon ran in front of me!! I almost pissed my pants!!

Are your days full and fast-paced? no not really

Did you ever get in trouble for talking in class? probably

What is your favorite fruit? banana or green apples

Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages? your asking a pregnant chick this!

How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 17

Are you picky about spelling and grammar? sometimes

Do you believe in life on other planets? yea... we cant be the only one.. and if you think we are, your selfish!

Have you ever been to Six Flags? yea

Who was the last person to piss you off? probably lizzy

Do you believe that God has a gender? Don't believe in "God"

What was the last thing you ate? giant cookie

Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex? opposite

What did you dress up as for your first Halloween? 1st...i have no idea,

How did your parents pick your name? I was named after a plant my mom had in high school for a child care class

Do you like mustard? use to hate it now I eat it alot

What do you tell yourself when times get hard? there's a reason for everything, and in the end.. the reasons always ends up a good one

Would you ever sky dive? hell yea

Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back? use to be my stomach now its my side

What character from a movie most reminds you of yourself? not sure

Have you ever bid for something on ebay? nope

What do you think of Angelina Jolie being pregnant? good for her

Do you enjoy giving hugs? depends on person

Would you consider yourself to be fashionable? not really

Do you own a digital camera? yea

If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?
wouldn't really care

What celebrities have you been compared to? none

Who is your favorite Star Wars character? darth vader!!!

Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do? It drives me crazy!!!

What books, if any, have made you cry?

Do you think you're attractive? not really

What are you allergic to? nothing...knock on wood

Are you a jealous person? when it comes to my boyfriend and other girls, yea

What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? thats sex alright... makeing love is what i do

Do you ever feel guilty after eating meat? should I?

If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name have been? something stupid like george or somethin

Did you ever celebrate "Pi Day" in school? what's Pi Day exactly?

I have no controll of my own life...

2006-04-25T21:08:01Z

Bored as all hell... I go to Another interview today. When i'm going to get a damn job, don't know, hopfuly soon. Pat quit his and smokes weed all day, sits around on his ass like nothings going on in his life! I hate it so much, he's a lot older than me and I'm the mature one in the relationship. Gay, I don't want to grow up any faster than I have to! I'm going insane and am stressed like a mother, wouldn't be suprised if i start getting gray hair by the time i'm 21! I'm scared to go into labor... it's only a few more weeks away... weeks, that's way too close! Don't think i'm all that ready for all of this, but i've got to find some way to get through it all...right? What if i end up being some broke ass single mom out on the streets, not being able to care of not only me, but him too. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I give this kid a shitty life! Friends say they're there, but i havn't yet once felt that they were truly next to me through any of these 9 months... how am i going to believe they're going to be there after he's born? I can't rely on any one any more no matter what, I have to look at things to the worst that they can get, or I wont be ready for anything. I miss the party's, flirting with guys I dont even know... drinking and just not giving a shit... I wont be able to ever relive any of it! Damn, if you are one of those girls that don't use protection, i'm tellin you now, use it... this shit will mess up your life, take it away and tare it in peices right in front of you, all you can do is sit back and watch it all fade.
All i feel is alone

concreteangel69 @ 2006-04-04T07:22:00

2006-04-04T12:30:33Z

A week, a week since I've touched him even seen him... all i want to do is hear his voice and be able to open my eyes and him be there. I hate the effect he has on me, but then again at the same time I love it. Every thing reminds me of him, he's in every word, every song... He's every where I am, still I miss him like crazy! I hope he calls me tonight!

concreteangel69 @ 2006-03-10T07:33:00

2006-03-10T13:37:55Z

my job interview is today. I hope I get the job, I need one bad! If i don't see Pat this weekend I'll know for sure were he's at. I really hope he's not though, cause I really want to see him! I forgot money again! this is gay, my stomach is growling and I can't eat! I might start putting the nursery together this weekend, but it still might be a little early to do that. Bells going to ring soon, we are taking a test first hour...YIPPY :( later

Nothing good

2006-03-09T13:24:52Z

A storm last night put me to sleep. I think Pat's in jail, someone called from consolidated. Pat had court on the 7th, if he didn't have 150$ then they were sending him to jail. My mom and Rob can't find out, they'll think even more about him being a bad guy. He's not though. Mom fixed Co-Op, I'm pissed and not talking to her. She didn't even ask or tell me about it, she just did it. It wasn't her choice, he's my dog.

Help!

2006-03-07T16:27:47Z

I have to write an opinion paper for my creative writing class and have no opinions on any thing, comment on what I should write about...PLEASE!!! Thanks, love all

concreteangel69 @ 2006-03-03T13:01:00

2006-03-03T18:58:44Z

You're a Wild Drunk

You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!

What Kind of Drunk Are You?

I miss being able to Drink! :( wah

concreteangel69 @ 2006-03-02T07:35:00

2006-03-02T13:35:40Z

You Are 78% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

How Evil Are You?

I don't think i'm this evil... quizzes are gay

concreteangel69 @ 2006-03-02T07:15:00

2006-03-02T13:29:10Z

I can wait till Spring Break, Lizzie and I are going down to Indiana! My uncles know about me being Pregnant and all, but it's my grandparents Im going to have to tell. I have a feeling they all ready know though. My uncle Johnny's happy he's going to have another little boy to teach to be a hellion, My uncle David because we're naming Aaron's middle name after him, and Tom didn't say anything so don't know what he thinks! yeah Pat and i decided Aaron, now we don't have to worry about it any more.
I'm so tired right now, I woke up last night around 3:00 and never could fall back asleep. I have drivers ED after school too, I don't feel like driving all that much, but I want my license so sucks to be me. This weekend Pat and I are sleeping over at lizzies Friday and Saturday cause her parents are going out from Friday morning till Sunday night! I think she might throw a Party, but I'm not sure... like any of us have the money to throw a party! HA
We have like maybe 5 min. till class starts... later

concreteangel69 @ 2006-02-28T17:13:00

2006-03-01T00:48:20Z

1. WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT?
Dreaming of Pat

2. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
tiedy tank-top

3. HAVE U MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR top 8?
mmhmm, yups...

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP 8?
A thing? like madly in love!

5.HOW MANY PEOPLE ON UR LIST DO U KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
just one

6. DO YOU HOLD GRUDGES?
lifes too short

7. HAVE YOU EVER HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN?
until I feel somthing worse, yeah

8. DO U HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
my mom somtimes. my dad... HA

9. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED IN THE THEATER?
I think King Kong, but I've lied so much about being at the movies when I'm not I'm starting to believe I was acually there!

10. NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES?
lip ring, ear rings, and ummm, contacts... except for 5 min after every two weeks! :)

12. NAME A TEACHER YOU HAD THE HOTS FOR:
all my teachers were either really old or all chicks... how is it possible to have a crush on someone that enjoys going to school everyday? Sorry, couldn't do it

13. HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW?
like 4$ and some odd cents

14. WHO'S THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR RECEIVED CALL LIST!
Pay Phone

15. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
It's blah, I'm cheep

16. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP?
5:45

17. WHAT WERE U DOING AT MIDNIGHT TWO NIGHTS AGO?
2 nights ago was... saterday. Umm I was watching movies with Pat

18. HOW MANY EX'S ARE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
1

19. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
doesn't bother me as long as they stop pulling before it rips out!

20. FAVORITE CITY?
Don't like cities!

21. FAVORITE COLOR?
orange

22. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT FOR
Saterday or Spring break... More saterday, I get to see Pat! :)

23. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
5 seconds ago

24. NAME ONE THING YOU WANT MOST?
To be engaged

25. IF YOU HAD $250,000...HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT?
a car for me, a car for Pat... then the rest would go to my baby, if there is anymore... depends on what cars I buy! :<>

26. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
Job?

27. IS TOM ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
Tom's on my My Space

28. LAST THING YOU SAID OUT LOUD?
"Phone, it's for you"

29. LAST THING YOU SPENT OVER $100 ON?
That would have to be all those stupid christmas presents I bought for everyone, or all at once Sticky Icky Green Shit. ;?) Shua Buddy

30. WHAT KIND OF SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
no shoes

31. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
Think that would have to be a purple tank-top

32. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
yahoo mail or lj

33. LAST PERSON WHO TEXTED YOU?
Umm, nobody today... Pat!

34. DO YOU HAVE AN AIR FRESHENER IN YOUR CAR?
If I had a car to put one in maybe!

35. DO YOU HAVE ANY PLANTS IN YOUR ROOM???
A dead white flower, I'm waiting for a new one!

36. FAVORITE DRINK?
Water, refreshing... makes me go MMM

37. LAST E-MAIL RECIEVED?
from someone on LJ, who... idknow

38. CURRENT PAIN IN/ON YOUR BODY?
neck, gotz a kink

39. LAST TAXI RIDE?
Don't like Taxi's!

40. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Die and we'll see!

41. DO YOU OWN A CAMERA PHONE?
nopes
42. WHAT ZODIAC SIGN ARE YOU?
fishy/Pisces

43. FAVORITE STARBUCKS DRINK?
Double chocolate chip frappichino with carmel on top

44. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Peperoni

45. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE IN LOVE?
yesum

46. IF YOUR BF/GF CHEATED ON YOU, WOULD YOU GIVE THEM A SECOND CHANCE?
Ha, Nooo

47. WHO IS THE BEST KISSER OUT OF THE PEOPLE U'VE KISSED?
My recent one

48. WHO IS THE BEST IN BED?
the recent one! :) Yeess sir

49. MOST RECENT TIME YOU WERE REALLY UPSET?
2 weeks ago

50. ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
yesum

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. muscles
2. eyes
3. lips/smile

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Kyla
2. Ky
3. and Kyla

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. Kylabug89
2. concreteangel69
3. gofurgod

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. don't get into other ppl's buisness
2. I'm independent
3. and don't give a shit what other's think of me

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. shy
2. My notebooks my best friend
3. I love chocolate

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. irish
2. german
3. aztec indian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. chainsaws
2. being alone for a long period of time
3. small places

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Music
2. writing
3. my rat, Baby Clav

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Jeans
2. tiedy tank top
3. contacts

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
1. Nickleback
2. Misfits
3. Derik Bently

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
1. all nickleback songs
2. all misfit songs
3. Must be doin' somthing right-Derik Bently

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Horse training
2. any job!
3. try and be a good mom!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. memories we can look back on and laugh about
2. trueth
3. passion and love

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (Not in order - you decide which are which XP)
1. Love country Music
2. Found my true love
3. I trust everyone

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. horseback riding
2. Writing
3. Kissing! :)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. see Pat
2. Take a bath
3. eat a brownie

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1. Horse training
2. Zoo Keeper
3. writer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. germany
2. australia
3. Indiana

THREE KID'S NAMES
1. Aaron David
2. Nevaeh Davet
3. Andavia

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Have two kids
2. buy a house with a horse barn
3. marry Pat

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. LOVE sex!!
2. sit like a guy sometimes
3. Don't really like to shop

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK
1. I have boobs
2. like guys
3. have my blonde moments

THREE CELEB CRUSHES (Keeping in mind of course that I don't really "do" celebrity crushes...)
1. Paul Walker
2. vince vaughn
3. Johnny Depp

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW
1. doesn't matter
2. doesn't matter
3. who ever wants to

Yes or No
1. Taken a picture naked? - Not Alone
2. Painted your room? - yup, black
3. Kissed a member of the same sex? - Yeah, I'll stick with guys...When Im sober! :)
4. Drove a van? - No
5. Danced in front of your mirror? - sometimes, when a song I really like comes on :0
6. Think your in love? - Think Bitch? I know!!
7. Been dumped? - too many times
8. Stole money from a friend? - Told them I was steeling their money, is it considerd steeling?
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? - yeah, never by my self though
10. Been in a fist fight? - yeah, with my 3rd year best friend... we no longer talk!
11. Snuck out of your house? - yeah, got caught only once... they put an alarm system on our house! Tehee
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? - Yes. Every thing happens for a reason
13. Been arrested? - twice- it's ok to do stupid things... If your smart enough not to get caught
14. Made out with a stranger? - At a concert... he was way older and very cute!
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? - not with our knowing who they were
16. Left your house without telling your parents? - yeah
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? - they're old
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? - of coarse
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? - yeah
20. Seen someone die? - seen someone dead
21. Been on a plane? - yeah
22. Kissed a picture? - for fun
23. Slept in until 3? - can't sleep past 12:00
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? - YESUM
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? - Yeah
26. Made a snow angel? - yes
27. Played dress up? - yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? - yeah/capture the flag
29. Been lonely? - Yeah, every night without my Pat
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? - I'm too scared to, I talk in my sleep.
31. Been to a club? - ?
32. Felt an earthquake? - No
33. Touched a snake? - YES
34. Ran a red light? - no
35. Been suspended from school? - NO not me
36. Had detention? - Never
37. Been in a car accident? - Yeah
38. Hated the way you look? - sometimes, like in the morning
39. Witnessed a crime? - I was part of one
40. Pole danced? - maybe
41. Been lost? - YES
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? - washington st. Lizzie lives there
43. Felt like dying? - Yeah
44. Cried yourself to sleep? - Yeah
46. Sang karaoke? - Yeah
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? - get pregnant
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? - yeah
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? - yeah
50. Kissed in the rain? - my first kiss
51. Sang in the shower? - Yeah
52. Made out in a park? - yeah
53. Had a dream that you married someone? - yeah, last night
54. Glued your hand to something? - NO
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? - NO, but josette did
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? - No, my mom has
57. Been a bitch? - all the time
58. Sat on a roof top? - yups
59. brush your teeth? - No, Never...Dumb question
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? - YES
61. Played chicken? - with a bike and a car
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? - YES
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? - stupid beaners
64. Broken a bone? - yeah
65. Been easily amused? - all the time
66. Laugh so hard you cry? - YES
67. Mooned/flashed someone? - it was a dare
68. Cheated on a test? - YES
69. Forgotten someone's name? - YES
70. Slept naked? - yeah
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? - no a lake
73. Blacked out from drinking? - not sure, wouldn't remember
74. Played a prank on someone? - yeah
75. Gone to a late night movie? - yeah
76. Made love to anything not human? - maybe when I was drunk? I wouldn't remember
77. Failed a class? - yeah
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? - hahahaha
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? - no way, I can't even talk for 10 hours
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? - once
81. Do you celebrate the fourth of July? - yeah, who says no to that
82. Thrown strange objects? - Yeah
83. Felt like killing someone? - Yeup, every time I see Tony
84. Felt like running away? - I've done it
85. Ran away? - yeah
86. Did drugs? - yeah
87. Had detention and not attend it? - yeah
89. Made a parent cry? - yeha
90. Cried over someone? - no
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? - yeah
92. Dated someone more than once? - Yeah
93. Had/Have a dog? - 3
95. Own an instrument? - piano, just gave it away....CD player
96. Been in a band? - nope
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? - NO
98. Broken a CD? - NO
99. Shot a gun? - yeah
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends? - yeah
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weekend and stuff

2006-02-27T13:35:50Z

I had fun this weekend, not that I did anything special, I just had a good time. Friday I ditched with Lizzie and Josette. We went to her house and just hung out there until 3:00, then Lizzie and i went horseback riding. I shouldn't, but I trust horses more than people so if my dumb ass gets thrown off then I guess that would be my fault. Pat came over Saturday, we cheesed in my room and watched movies all day. Sunday he came over again, we went through all the baby stuff that we've gotten and wrote it all down so we know what to ask for at the baby shower. He's such a neat freak, when we were going through the clothes he had to button every thing that wasn't buttoned yet. We both agreed I'd be doing the laundry. My mom was being such a bitch to him, I hate that she doesn't even try to understand him or take the time to talk with him. I can't wait till we get our own place, it will be so much better. Once I'm out of school... that's too long though. He said he could wait, words are hard to believe, but his I can trust. Mom said they found a house in Belvedere, I don't want to move. I don't want to have to start everything over. I just want to get through these next two years then move away with Pat. Belvedere's far too...If I was going to move far away, I'd move to Indiana! She doesn't care, all she cares about is Rob and what he wants, that house we live in now was perfect for her before, what changed her mind?

watching my life fade

2006-02-23T13:33:16Z

Bored out of my mind, i didn't go to school yesterday so it feels like a monday. I hate that feeling! My baby's growing and my time to live is running out, by the time 4 months rolls by the next 18 years will be spent parenting! The thought of being a mom at the age 16 is just scary! As long as he doesn't bale on me, ill be a little better than if I was on my own. I don't think he's ready to grow up either though, we both still want to party and have fun, but we can't and I've realized that, now it's his turn. Wow, only 4 more months... it feels like yesterday when we just started hanging out, time flies when you don't want it to. Believe me, i wish time would just stop and rewind cause I'm not ready to go forward. But forward is the only place I can go... I've been trying to think of names, now that I know it's going to be a boy. Either Aaron David or Andrew David... I can't make up my mind, Pat says he likes them both. Comment on which one you like more, or if you have any boy names that you like i'd really appreciate it. Love you all, later.

concreteangel69 @ 2006-02-19T13:35:00

2006-02-19T19:39:47Z

sitting here bored, Pat just left and I guess we're going to toys r'us later to look at baby stuff. He slept over last night, Rob let him! My mom wasn't to faund about it, I didn't care though. we talked and got a lot worked out, I needed to see him so it was good he came out. I'm ganna go see what people are doing, later everyone

concreteangel69 @ 2006-02-15T07:25:00

2006-02-15T13:39:42Z

Ok so I think I left off were dudes brother went psycho, Pat was the only white guy there so of coarse they try to kick his ass. We all left and started going to chicago, then found out we had no gas... we went back to the apartment, pretty stupid yeah, but we were all too fucked up to give a shit. The guy was gone so we all ended up crashing there, pat and I had to sleep in the living room, we didn't really care though. I woke up to Tabitha pounding on the door telling us it was 5:30. We were suppose to be home in about an hour so we ran to the car to leave. We had no gas, and when Josette was with Ronald, she ended up loosing our money! We have no gas and no money, great, and all the guys were broke too. We drove any way, ended up going the wrong way... we passed a sign WELCOME TO WISCONSIN!! The tanks on E and we are about 30 miles in the wrong direction! We made it back by six flags then we were stranded, the car wouldn't go any more. A cop came to our rescue, he scent a truck out to transfer us gas. That only got us to the end of I90... it happend again, right before our exit to 25 we were stranded again, Josettes phone died, and mine was on the last battery bar! we called every one... Josettes mom was getting really pissed and I had to be home in 1/2 an hour... I called Ron, luckly for us he was with his girlfriend, she came gave us money then got a cop to come to give us enough gas to make it to a gas station. We made it home, 4 hours later!! My mom never heard about it, and Josette, well she's fucked for a while, her mom told her dad... I don't think he likes me any more.
that was my insane weekend, I'm doing it again this coming weekend too!

What a weekend

2006-02-13T13:35:44Z

This weekend was suppose to be fun, it was in a way, but the things that happened to me were just incredibly insane. So I went to Josette's moms with her, we took her car went and picked up Tabitha to drive out to this party in Waukeagon. None of us know how to get there, so we're stopping every where to get directions, no one knew... I love 411. I couldn't wait to see pat and they couldn't wait to drink. 1 hour later we finally got to gerny mill mall then followed Pat back to the party. Right before we got to the parking garage, we get pulled over. Tabitha's thinking it's going to be her first ticket, but the cop let us off. We get into the tower apartment and we end up going to the 13th floor to hang out. The security guy came up with us, then smoked us up!! She hooked up with him, he was sexy and had a Porta Rican accent! We were all feeling really good, just laying on the couch listening to music and shit, then al of a sudden the guy that was having the party, well his brother comes in and it happens to be his place... wow he was screaming, picking people off the couch and throwing them out. To be continued, the bells about to ring!

scared of loseing him

2006-02-09T13:31:37Z

I cant wait till tuesday, I get to see Pat and I finally will know what I'm having. i kind of feel like Pat doesn't want any thing to do with me any more, he keeps moving further and further away. He's staying with Ronald in Wakegon. I thought woodstock was far enough, guess he thought different. He promises he's ganna be there, but for some reason i cant find any reason to beleive him. I keep having dreams that he's in a car and I'm standing out side of it, then he drives away leaing me by myself. I always wake up feeling like I want to cry, sometimes my dreams mean something, I'm hopeing this one's just me being worried. He left me a message yesterday saying we need to talk, to call him and stuff. I'm scared to call, I don't want to lose him. I know i can't keep avoiding talking to him, but I don't want to hear something that might have to do with him leaving.

sigh*

2006-01-07T22:22:16Z

It's been so long since the last time I've written what was on my mind. Latley I've been thinking to myself about things cause no one ever has the time to listen... I don't blame them. I don't want any of this any more, my life i mean. None of it seems to work out or go right. I'm sick of putting people I love in a situation were they get so disapionted in me that they can't even stand to look at me, talk to me, or even listen to what I have to say. I'm sick of feeling trapt, trapt inside my own mind, inside the lies... I just want to leave this place, every one I ever met just leave them all behind, earase them from my mind, start over... Just go some where where I can be happy. If there is such a place, why can't I find it?...

babysitting and bored-want to drink!!!

2005-12-10T03:30:22Z

Ok no one commented, that's kool. We got a call from Craig and are going to hang out with him later, after he drops off his kid at his ex's house. I'm going to go crazy, we have no cigerettes. I want one bad, Pat gets off work in 5 min. he'll have some! I guess Josette doesn't like me because Lizzie's always hanging out with me and Pat and has no time for her. Even though that Lizzie only hangs out with me cause I have no life and I always am call her. That's pretty sad to say! goingto go call Pat, get cigs and hopefully some time tonight get drunk!

READ ME

2005-12-10T01:31:31Z

A couple friends and I are looking for a party to go to... if any one knows of a place comment please... we're fiening for some alcohol!! we've got money and are desperate!! ASAP!!!! Luv always Me

concreteangel69 @ 2005-11-24T12:47:00

2005-11-24T18:49:51Z

Thanksgiving, oh the joy of thanksgiving... yeah whatever, I'm thankful for being Full. And pretty much that's all that Thanksgiving's about...
Ne wayz
I'm reading a new book, Crank. It's interesting and I usually never read so It must be good!

concreteangel69 @ 2005-11-11T08:44:00

2005-11-11T14:44:46Z

With all those good feelings circulating around you, might it not be time to spend a day or two with your sweetheart? You certainly won't get any argument out of them. They miss you!

Horoscopes scare the shit out of me!

concreteangel69 @ 2005-11-09T19:50:00

2005-11-10T02:44:34Z

Do you have plants in your room?
I have some popuori, it was a plant at once...

If you could drink anything right this second, what would be?
Easy, a double chocolate chip frapachino from Starbucks...mmmmm

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
yeah, my head and stomach. too much on my mind...

What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
Chicago

What was the last alcholic drink you had?
I wish jungle juice, but it was just everclear and mout. dew...

If someone you hated died, would you laugh and spit on their grave?
No...they say if you spit on a grave the person has every right to come back to haunt you... but laugh yes!

Do you own a picture phone?
No. I a non-working phone... I need min.

What's your bf/gf birthday?
july 6th, god do I love her

What were you doing at 9 pm last night?
Filling out job applacations... Yippy

What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
Double chocolate frapachino with carmel on top!

Do you exercise as much as you should?
Probably not.

Did you do the deed on prom night?
I don't remember, posibly

SOME STRANGE QUESTIONS:

Something purple within 5 feet of you:
picture paper box

The sexiest item of clothing you own:
matching thong and bra... they tie, ron likes it

The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave?
a cat

How much Japanese do you know?
I know that Japanese men are known to have the smallest cocks!

Do you look good in yellow?
don't know, I don't own yellow

Do you sing?
inthe shower, at school... in my sleep probably...

Ever danced naked in front of a crowd?
if I did, I don't remember

Do you spit?
only when I'm somkeing, it's a bad habit

Is your hair long enough to chew on?
Yeah

Least favorite color?
gold or brown

Ever had Dippin' Dots?
Yup

Ever played an instrument?
Violin, Piano

Ever had a H2O massage?
yeah, they're amazing...but after a while you can't feel your back, it goes numb

Do you believe in Big Foot?
Yeah, any things posable

Ever been to a palm reader:
at the renasan fair

Last Pez dispenser you purchased?
Kermet the frog

Have you had sex in your current car?
Not mine...

Did you have a good weekend?
it was good, then I got arrested and my mom found out my bf was 22...

Current yearning?
cigerette and it to be a Newport...

Have you ever had a black eye?
yes

How is today going for you?
It's ok

Any plans for tonight?
watching show with ron ,getting homework done, going to bed

Ever given someone a Full-Body oil massage?
No

Do you find Smurfette sexy?
Not really

Current disappointment?
my mom doesn't appretiate me for who I am...and some other things

Current t.v. show your watching?
Trading spouses:meet your new momm...it's weird

Do you perfer the city or country?
Country all the way

Would you rather watch a Comedy or a horror movie?
Depends on the mood I'm in and the person I'm with

Shower in the morning or night?
Morning, It wakes me up.

WHAT"S YOUR FAVORITE...

peircing?
tounge or lip

alcoholic beverage?
Jungle Juice

Place?
Indiana... there's no other place in the world I'd rather be.

eye color?
Steel gray... it's really rare

car?
Shelby Gt 500

color?
Orange

hair?
on a guy I love crazy wicked like no one else type hair, you know when your in a big crowd of people and they just stand out... yeah

candle sent?
Ice vanilla vodka, smells incredable!!

animal?
Horse, I thinks it's amazing how they have their own personality, their kind of like a diffrent form of us...

That's enough questions, i'm going to go finish homework... god do I hate when I wait to do my homework when I'm tired!!!

One Big Trip

2005-11-09T04:38:12Z

There's tornado warnings all over the news. I love storms, expecially the thretaning type, cause it's like a rush, you never know when or where it's going to hit... makes you think if it does hit if your going to see everyone ever again...
I'd miss him the most... i miss him now and he's not even gone, it's like in his eyes i am though. He's aloud to do any thing he wants, go any where he wants with or with out me. He wasn't there to see me today after school, I think every thing he told me was a lie and he never really cared, he just wanted to have fun and i fell for it. I don't think him and I will ever see each other again. and if we do it will probably be the last time... I had the best time of my life with him, but it ended up being just one big trip. Meeting him changed my life completly and really I don't regret any of it, now all i can do is just look back on it all and smile knowing i have enough strength to move on with out him...